You are looking for the answer to a question that doesn’t really have a concrete answer. It has to do with feelings. It has to do with emotions. It has to do with someone’s personal history. You are caught up in a dilemma now, Pisces, and you are trying to find your way out of it. But to resolve the matter that is now boggling your mind, you might want to find a way to live with the status quo rather than change it. You may never know how or why something happened, and that doesn’t really matter. Make peace with it, and then you will understand.